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if you had a day where nobody would
0:01
recognize you i don't think i'd be that
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different honestly i dropped the whole
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trying to be something for somebody a
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long time ago so i pretty much walk
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through the world except when i want to
0:11
be funny or i want to do something
0:13
outrageous i don't have any trouble
0:15
being myself and i don't have any
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trouble saying no when i mean no when uh
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i don't feel
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there is a you know pressing
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uh responsibility to please everyone i'm
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not unkind to people i love people i
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would much prefer saying hello and who
0:32
are you and what are you doing today
0:34
then uh giving a selfie because selfies
0:37
stop the world you know they stop life
0:39
you then go
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like that and it's going on instagram uh
0:44
to give people a false sense
0:47
of relevance people talk about
0:49
depression all the time the difference
0:50
between depression and sadness sadness
0:52
is just
0:53
you know from happenstance whatever
0:56
happened or didn't happen for you or you
0:58
know
0:59
grief or whatever it is and depression
1:02
is
1:03
your body saying
1:05
you
1:06
i don't want to be this character
1:07
anymore
1:09
i don't want to hold up this this avatar
1:12
that you've created in the world it's
1:14
too much for me deep rest your body
1:16
needs to be depressed it needs deep rest
1:20
from the character that you've been
1:21
trying to play i act because i'm broken
1:25
in
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a lot of pieces
1:28
and uh acting gives me a chance to
1:30
reconfigure those pieces into a thousand
1:32
different things uh that are positive
1:34
for people to watch was there a moment
1:36
where you first sort of realized like
1:39
i want to be a performer this is the
1:41
thing that i want to do with my life
1:43
uh there was never any other choice from
1:45
the time i that there was consciousness
1:47
in the body
1:48
i was i was looking at a man named percy
1:52
my dad who was
1:55
the
1:56
most incredible character that you'd
1:58
ever meet if you met him for five
1:59
minutes you thought you knew him for 50
2:01
years
2:02
and he wrapped everyone that came into
2:05
our house in stories and jokes and
2:10
i became his calling at a certain point
2:12
and he was always super behind me but
2:15
from the first time i can remember him
2:17
just lighting up the room you know and
2:18
him just like wrapping everybody in a
2:21
story or whatever and and going oh
2:23
that's that's the thing i want to do you
2:25
know that's that's what i want to be
2:27
my father could have been a great
2:29
comedian but he didn't believe that that
2:30
was possible for him and so he made a
2:33
conservative choice instead he got a
2:35
safe job as an accountant and when i was
2:37
12 years old
2:39
he was let go from that safe job
2:41
and our family had to do whatever we
2:42
could to survive
2:44
i learned many great lessons from my
2:45
father
2:46
not the least of which was that you can
2:48
fail at what you don't want so you might
2:51
as well take a chance on doing what you
2:53
love you know i watched the effect of my
2:55
father's love and humor
2:57
and how it altered the world around me
3:00
and i thought
3:01
that's something to do that's something
3:04
worth my time
3:06
it wasn't long before i started acting
3:08
up you know people would come over to
3:09
the house and they'd be greeted by a
3:11
seven-year-old throwing himself down a
3:13
large flight of stairs
3:17
they would say what happened
3:18
and i would say i don't know let's check
3:20
the replay
3:22
i'd go back to the top of the stairs and
3:24
come back down in slow motion now fear
3:27
is going to be a player in your life
3:30
but you get to decide how much
3:32
you can spend your whole life imagining
3:34
ghosts worrying about the pathway to the
3:36
future but all there will ever be
3:39
is what's happening here
3:41
and the decisions we make in this moment
3:43
which are based in either love or fear
3:46
so many of us choose our path out of
3:48
fear disguised as practicality
3:52
what we really want seems impossibly out
3:54
of reach and ridiculous to expect so we
3:56
never dare to ask the universe for it
3:59
when i was about 28 after a decade as a
4:01
professional comedian i realized one
4:03
night in la that the purpose of my life
4:06
had always been to free people from
4:08
concern just like my dad
4:11
the only one i hadn't freed
4:13
was myself
4:14
and that's when my search for identity
4:16
deepened
4:17
i wondered who i'd be without my fame
4:19
who would i be if i said things that
4:21
people didn't want to hear
4:23
or if i defied their expectations of me
4:25
and that peace that we're after lies
4:28
somewhere beyond personality beyond the
4:31
perception of others beyond invention
4:32
and disguise even beyond effort itself
4:36
you can join the game fight the wars
4:38
play with form all you want
4:41
but to find real peace you have to let
4:43
the armor go your need for acceptance
4:45
can make you invisible in this world
4:48
don't let anything stand in the way of
4:49
the light that shines through this form
4:52
risk being seen
4:54
in all of your glory
4:56
your job is not to figure out how it's
4:59
going to happen for you but to open the
5:01
door in your head and when the door
5:03
opens in real life just walk through it
5:07
and don't worry if you miss your queue
5:08
because there's always doors opening
5:10
they keep opening
5:12
and when i say
5:13
life doesn't happen to you
5:15
it happens for you i really don't know
5:17
if that's true
5:20
i'm just making a conscious choice to
5:22
perceive challenges as something
5:24
beneficial so that i can deal with them
5:27
in the most productive way
5:29
you'll come up with your own style
5:31
that's part of the fun
5:32
you are ready and able to do beautiful
5:35
things in this world
5:37
and after you walk through those doors
5:38
today you will only ever have two
5:41
choices
5:42
love or fear
5:44
choose love
5:45
and don't ever let fear turn you against
5:48
your playful heart what's happening
5:50
right now inside everybody is they're
5:52
going who am i
5:53
and they're depressed people go like oh
5:56
jim's been depressed and stuff well yeah
5:58
i was depressed when i was trying to be
6:01
the wizard of oz but now i know that oz
6:04
is a character you know i think
6:06
everybody deals with that everybody
6:08
walks around and they go like why am i
6:10
depressed well it's because you're
6:11
trying to be something for the world
6:14
you know and as soon as you
6:16
let that go
6:18
better things happen because they're
6:20
just happening it's not uh
6:22
you know now it's just sadness you know
6:24
sadness comes happiness comes it's the
6:26
weather that
6:27
flies by in the sky it doesn't sit on
6:30
you long enough to drown you a few
6:32
months ago
6:34
i woke up
6:35
and
6:37
i suddenly got it i understood suddenly
6:41
how thought was just an illusory thing
6:45
and how
6:46
thought is responsible for if not all
6:50
most of the suffering
6:52
we experience
6:53
and then
6:54
i suddenly felt like i was looking at
6:58
these thoughts from another perspective
7:00
and i wondered who is it that's aware
7:02
that i'm thinking and suddenly i was
7:05
thrown into this expansive
7:08
amazing feeling
7:10
of freedom
7:12
from myself from my problems
7:16
you know when i go to sleep at night i'm
7:18
not just a guy going to sleep
7:21
i'm two-time golden globe winner
7:24
jim carrey going
7:25
to get some well-needed shut-eye
7:30
and when i dream i don't just dream any
7:32
old dream
7:34
no sir
7:37
i dream about being three-time golden
7:40
globe winning
7:41
actor jim carrey
7:46
because then i would be enough
7:51
[Applause]
7:55
it would finally be true
7:59
and i could stop this
8:01
this terrible search
8:05
for what i know ultimately won't fulfill
8:07
me
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[Music]
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you
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