How is my Life with Dipression ... How my friends understand it ... How Community understand it ... !!! And How Humanity understand it !!!

Είχα πάθει τέτοια πλάκα με τους Στίχους ... τέτοια Πλάκα με την Ερμηνεία ... τέτοια Πλάκα γενικά με αυτό το Καταπληκτικό Πόνημα ... που το Ανέβασα στο Δικό μου το Κανάλι ... 

Όποιος θέλει να δει αυτούς τους Καταπληκτικούς στίχους ... τότε ας πατήσει το κουμπί στο δίπλα από τα Settings !!!

Και υπάρχει τεράστια διαφορά μεταξύ Κοινωνίας και Ανθρωπότητας !!!

Για μένα η Κοινωνία είναι απλά μια Κουτσομπόλα γριά που σε ρωτάει Τίνος είσι ισύ ... !!! Μια Αδηφάγα Κουτσομπόλα Κωλόγρια μέσα στα Μη και στα Πρέπει ... βουτηγμένη στον Βάλτο των Στερεοτύπων και των Δήθεν. Αυτή των Αρίστων και της Οικογένειας ( βλέπε Κούλη ) ... 

Ανθρωπότητα είναι οι Άνθρωποι ( Ένας - Δύο στα Εκατό Δίποδα ) ... Άντε το πολύ 5 ! Που νοιάζεται .. Αφουγκράζεται ... Βοηθάει και Εξελίσσει !!! Της Αμιλας  κσι της Προόδου !!!


Εξέλιξη & Πρόοδος VS Συντηρητισμός & Στατικότητα !!! 

 

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hey what's going on I wrote something

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for y'all check it out for me please

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I mean a lot I wake up every day and I

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just want to be happy but my brain does

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not cooperate it's honestly tragic

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living with depression name when most

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people think I try so [ __ ] hard

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but I'm still on the brake please desime

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perfect but in my head nothing's working

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I think that I need a surgeon to cut me

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open observe it please tell me what is

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wrong with me cuz I don't understand you

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still had these brothers behind drugs oh

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I'm a different man stop drinking and

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dropping them diagnosing my problems no

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one knows the issue but no idea how to

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stop we'll miss the craziest because I

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can see here when it happens but I can't

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stop these feelings erasing it in

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aggression and I can feel the collision

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all the way down in my stomach

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like I got punched in the gut and there

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ain't no running from it I could be up

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at the summit what thing happening our

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plumbing they tell me take my meds and

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calm down but I'm like feeling nothing

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now let me tell y'all something I've

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been like this my whole life been trying

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to hide it and fight it that [ __ ] ain't

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go right my method the coaches was just

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be drinking and smoking anything I could

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take I probably didn't to keep going but

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that was just me not knowing that I was

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making it worse if I had stayed on that

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path I probably see in others cuz I was

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feeling so cursed

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nothing ever went my way and nothing but

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negative thoughts is present in my brain

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laying down the night where they know

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Street coming my way my brain will shut

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the [ __ ] up it's been doing this all day

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do you know what it's like they have to

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fight with yourself try in the same

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happy with the like

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it all could be over just by blasting

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yourself but I ain't the one to give up

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in this fight I need help see with this

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problem at hand it's hard to talk to

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your friends you don't want someone to

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judge you and look at you different do I

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need paper whip it I open up in these

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notes it's really all I can do to get

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the words on my throat and night look

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for someone to feel sorry for me nah I'm

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just trying to explain all this pain I

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got inside when all you thought is you

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ain't good enough when you're growing up

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and makes it hard to see you good enough

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when you're growing up fake it til you

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make it that's what everybody say to do

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so if the shoe fits I might as well wear

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it to see I'm the funny guy cracking

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jokes deflecting attention cuz I don't

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want nobody noticing in my soul is

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missing and if you feelin I'm dissing

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you probably right people that's what's

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wrong I say nothin not be alright and

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not continue to fight it's an everyday

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struggle like I'm in war myself with my

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emotions starting to bubble people

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telling me my lyrics it though I'm

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staying humble I'm just writing what I'm

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feeling trying to help people that

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struggle if you feel it what I'm saying

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keep it up and if you need someone to

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talk to hit my line up please do not

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never give up and take your time's up

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these will get better riches gonna take

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some time bro

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thank you

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